Waiting • miracle.

Obvious indecision, seems to have returned to the starting point. A loss in the unfamiliar streets, confused, can not help himself at the crossroads of their childish and ignorant. Once vowed, once filled with the blood, the twinkling of an eye is gone. Always become reality sleek ... ...

Of their own this time, there is no sadness, no Fortunately, everything has become no longer important. Never helplessness and hopelessness, where is the attribution of my heart? I do not know. Waiting for is a very painful process, for me, this process may no longer have a long long. Thought that one day you will understand, and then come back to me a smile and tell me that you finally think of me, and then I tell you I have been waiting for you here. Life is not hypothetical, I do not want any reason to assume that any results. I never ask people's past, because I know that only after the present and the most important. Remember the drama's leading actress said that people's eyes rather than long in front of the back, because people must look forward and not look back. Do not know when we started, I have become smarter and do not guess your feelings and thoughts, I choose the full trust and understanding. Or, I too let you down, you would rather selective amnesia? But when will you really remember me?

I remember that very often are silent or choose to use a smile to the face of it? For fear that raise more, fail to live up to the tears will fall. In fact, I do not like to laugh, but in addition to laugh I do not know how can you do not worry. Always careful to preserve their relationship, afraid to wake up one day all have been found to no longer feel. Like me, so a good strong person who can not afford any deceit and betrayal.

Do not know when, you will truly remember me ... wait ... are we really able to get a miracle?

In 2009, it will be better.

After the break I have lived a person a day is home to the company, the first two points of life, I turned down all unnecessary entertainment, I do not want to see, before the bar is the most fun I do not want to go But this time, I really do not want to even enter, I want the most is sleep, eat two a day early to bed sleep on the wild hop, I wish I could not sleep.

I do not know how much courage to live under, I have been very strong, I really do not know how their own so, it may be old and lonely fear, but also being more like to want to live quiet But it was not calm, and that the taste too bad.

New year, the scene of the year, I hope that in 2009 his life to be a change in the past that out as soon as possible.

With you for many years and I no longer uncomfortable tear flow, you told me to cry on Kuba, but last year I had to accept that there is no longer a dream, I know that I have come to you At the end, and I want to see you cry, I think I did not add up to more than two decades when the tears flow, but all have passed, I still often think of as your tears, but I know that The most uncomfortable day I Ao in the past, I believe that tomorrow will be even better.

2009 was the desire to find love for our own pain. You are my current favorite, but I believe that one day you will become my second love.